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Saturday, February 14, 2009

    THIS WEEK WAS REALLY A KILLER
    15 FEBRUARY 2009

    What the hell was i doing today..
    Cannot shoot the freaking three, neither a two.
    Damn myself lor.
    Hate what i see in myself.
    Maybe i was worrying too much?
    Should be...
    Cause yesterday incident really got me very worried and i didn't really get a good night sleep...
    Valentine's day was really very sad for me...
    Why should i worry?
    But it was the girl that i really love!
    She and Christopher was really very close.
    What the fish am i thinking.
    She already told me that she wouldn't like him.
    So why do i still worry?
    Christopher also like her too.
    Maybe that is what really worry me.
    Hai...
    i am really very stressed.
    Can't play well in my own game.
    As a forward guard, i can't even pass the ball properly.
    I think i really worry too much.
    Kaymen scolded me for being so lousy today.
    That isn't what i promised him, as i promise him i will play every game at my best.
    I really have to take a break!!
    I hate myself.
    And i hate competitions!!
    Maybe i lost all faith in me..
    Maybe i'm too lousy.
    Maybe i stupid.
    I can't play it man.
    All dudes will laugh at the way i play basketball.
    As if i'm just a rookie.
    I promised my teammates that i will show them my best.
    But it looked really far for me to achieve.
    I am really under a lot of stress.
    Studies, her, basketball, coaching, and my life.
    These are what really makes me stress.
    For my studies, i can't get everything into my mind.
    For her, she still doesn't accept me yet.
    For basketball, people have high expectations on me.
    For my life, i have to plan my life a lot.
    I think i am going to take a long break before i really get back to basketball...
    But that is only maybe...
    Okay that's all for today.
    Signing off
    Rex Tay #11
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 12:00 PM







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